Hmmm, I have got to focus. Focus on everything. On my over eating, in my class, on my myself and my future. This is not funny. I'm unhappy and scared and have lost all my (as mom used call it) "moxy". What the hell is moxy? I get it but what exactly is moxy? Hold on, I'm going to Dictionary.com.
mox⋅ie /–noun Slang.
1. vigor; verve; pep.
2. courage and aggressiveness; nerve.
3. skill; know-how.
Well, that is spot-on. I used to have lots and lots of moxie. Now I have none. I need my moxie back!
In the meantime today I ate... A banana, granola bar, tons of coffee, a chicken ceasar salad with a little dressing, two small rolls with butter, a large cookie, a weight watchers dinner, four small squares of left over pizza, one Twizzler and a small scoop of frozen vanilla yogurt with malt powder and chocolate syrup.
Scale of 1 - 5... 1.5 Please God, Jesus, Angels and any dead people who are spirits now and know and love me, HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you. :-)
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